pink_laney

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GOD i miss the Philippines...

too bad embedding is disabled...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCQSswtwVSc

such a great clip-freestyle and side A are among the best bands

i woke up this morning thinking how different i am...hahahha i actually spent a good amount of time thinking how unique i am from the rest of the world. so i decided to write some things about me that set me apart from the rest of the world. (that sounded conceited in a way..oh wells)

1. i hate being in the theater watching a super good movie and i have the urge to pee. i was watching 500 days of summer and as soon as the movie began, i had to go. I held it for a while but after about 40 minutes (yes i held it that long) i had to leave. stupid bladder.

2. I like purchasing products that support a cause.

3. I can never say no to someone who asks me for a small donation to help the unfortunate even if it was my last dollar for the toll. if i say no, i feel like i'm going to commit a sin.

4. i hate how the media isn't giving much attention to how the end of cheap oil is coming very soon.

5. It saddens me how much money and time have been spent on my education and my bachelor's degree, and I still feel stuck/stranded/JOBLESS (not exactly). post college in this present time sucks balls.

6. My biggest pet peeve are lazy people and inconsiderate people who think of only themselves.

7. I can't believe how f up society is. So much people are suffering. So much poverty in this world. Solutions are easier said than done.

8. Freedom is the greatest thing a man can have. But it's unfortunate how that same gift can ruin us. We have been given freedom and free will...but did it really help us in the long run? I am no supporter of a dictatorial way of life, but I fear how the world will become for my future kids.

9. I am a sucker for Filipino telenovelas...or maybe telenovelas in general.

10. I've never read a poorly written fictional book. at least not in my opinion.

11. I've never feared the future as much as I do now. I fear I will not have the life I've always wanted. Call it superficial or an influence of my couch potato behavior, but what's wrong with wanting a lavish life? of living one...

12. someday I want to be a celebrity or just appear on TV. hahhahha i think about it sometimes

13. Old couples always bring a smile to my face. After all those years of hardship, arguments, misunderstandings, romantic dates, flirting...thay've managed to overcome.

14. Someday I want to have 4 kids-twins, boy and girl.

15. Being with JJ has brought me closer to GOD.

16. Coldplay is my favorite band of all time. I saw them in concert last month, and they were awesome! Call me HUWYT wateber

17. I spend a lot of time thinking about the past not because I miss my past life. I do miss some of the happy days, but ultimately, I like to think about the past because it makes me appreciate the present. things are better now.

18. I can be very insecure about my physical self. Sometime JJ covers his ears so he doesn't have to hear my whining.

19. I love vegetables and fruits.

20. I've realized the importance of organic food, yet I haven't bought any organic food.

21. I am very drawn to anything Paris (the city, not Hilton). I like Paris portraits, Paris inspired things...I have never been there, but I feel at peace when I come across these things. I never realized this until JJ brought it up when we were in IKEA while I was admiring a Paris photograph.

22. I am for mushy, lovey dovey, cheesy things for the sake of being romantic. call it corny, but sweet things never fail to bring a smile to my face.

23. I hate drugs. it upsets me when the people who I care for the most involve themselves in it even if it's just for RARE recreational and social purposes.

24. I like coffee shops. I like the smell of coffee beans and the feel good music. I like having deep conversations in coffee shops. i think the environment sets the mood.

25. I get starstruck when I see celebrities. hahahha. i know they're just like the rest of us. but it makes me happy knowing that Usher brushed my shoulder with his or Cuba touched my hand. hahaha

26. I like the number 8 because for me it represents infinity.

27. I hate loud cars.

28. I like taking scripted pictures. I like taking lots of pictures in general. For almost every out of town trip, I take an average 400 pictures. Camera whorerable.

29.  I dance by myself a lot.

hmmm...haha

today I am getting off early! yay...i like thursdays...i don't have to get up super early for my 9:00 shift and I get to be home before 6pm.

today I'm going running with JJ cz im ultra jealous of his body...i just don't have the patience for working out. Plus being consistent is such a challenge...but working out with someone really helps!

hmmmm i just had the urge to write something since my laptop at home is still charger--less...MOMO!!! ugh

gosh i feel old.

5 years ago, i was the little girl dressed in pink with a matching pink headband who swore on never cutting classes and being drunk out of my mind...

hahaha. i guess it's true when they say CHANGE is the only permanent thing in this world, at least for the most part. research: long term immaturity.

so in light of the whole new year, i decided to write this entry about realizations i've had in my growth stage...


1. I've realized that true friends are hard to come by. We may go way back or go through a lot, but this isn't the real test of friendship. True friends stay with you no matter what. They don't merely listen or follow your status updates. They let you know frankly if you're making a fool out of yourself. Loyalty is essential. Plus, true friends aren't like submarines who appear and disappear whenever they please.

2. I've realized that no matter what I do, I will never master playing video games. I suck.

3. I've realized that when a guy doesn't give a shit, he genuinely doesn't give a shit.

4. I've realized that the ex, the past love will never be forgotten no matter how happy your are in the present. After all letting them go was the first step of obtaining happiness.

5. I've realized that some things never change no matter how many years may pass...AND some people never change either..

6. I've realized that courting is important. Being courted feels pretty damn good.

7. I've realized that no matter how modernized and liberated people have been, I can still be very traditional about a lot of things.

8. I've realized that one of my biggest pet peeve are lazy people. It bothers me to see others not do anything at work.

9. I've realized that I have wasted so much time on facebook- stalking, playing games, commenting, "browsing" , and now, I'm addicted to restaurant city.

10. I've realized that it really does pay to be on time. I need to be more responsible to avoid unnecessary hurdles.

11. I've realized that it is very important to have a core group of friends that does not include your significant other.

12. I've realized that pondering on an impossible "what if" is a complete waste of time...YOU WILL NEVER EVER KNOW SO JUST LET IT GO.

hmmmm...that's all I can think of for now...haaayyy now back to work

June 25, 2009 2:26pm - rest in peace King of Pop

I heard the news at exactly 3pm just in time for my lunch, and I thought it was all a joke...

I still can't believe he died. At some point, I actually thought it was one of those Tupac accounts...

I was never a fan of Michael Jackson because the time I was immersed in the music world was the time different controversies about him surfaced. However, I do admire his influence in the music industry. He certainly makes my top 5 icons in the music world together with elvis and sinatra.

"it's sad how you left this world so early and so sudden...but now you get to moonwalk in heaven"

im addicted to youtube..
hahah

i've seriously spent hours on this site, it's ridiculous. this is why my sleep cycle has been so messed up. I seriously stay up till the wee hours watching covers, soap opera clips, and just random funny clips. ok this sounds pathetic...

on other things, i went shopping today! i used my gift card my future mother in law gave me--hahha. but as usual i overspent...goodness. i need to stop spending money on makeup and clothes because i have summer tripS to save for--it's awfully hard--this is why i stopped working at the mall. i have the tendency to be a shopaholic.

i am very pleased with the things i bought if that compensates for the guilt. i think im in love with estee lauder now hahah.

so before this post turns into a shopping one...the main purpose of this entry was putting my favorite video of the day. i saw this as one of the previews to "the proposal' and i really want to watch it. I heard the book was good, so I'm going to try to read the book before this movie comes out.



"im falling apart
i'm barely breathing
with a broken heart
that's still beating"

yesterday i had a mini photo taking session with a balloon hahhaha. this had boredom written all over it...

after years...after my super senior status..i finally graduated! wohoooo i am now a communicator by profession as my boss puts it hahah. I was meaning to write something yesterday after the ceremony but i had a little get together at the house i needed to prepare for. i had a very eventful day yesterday. starting from my 3 hour sleep from cleaning the house, getting to a super jam packed town, and to almost losing my tassel, to the unexpected professor hugs, to the many many flowers, and to the hours before my grad thing--it was one of the craziest. thanks to my family (the best chefs), my lil loves for pumping my pink, white, and black balloons, my baby jj for being my official photographer, and my closest friends. you guys made my day 100x more memorable.


although i wished i was more aggie spirited, i'm glad the day has finally arrived. this college journey just took longer than it was suppose to. however, it kinda sucks that i've never been to our gym and i've only gone bowling once in our games area hahha. it's ok. i can still go since i'm going back for the summer.


i never thought i would say this but...i miss davis. i started out hating that campus, but now that it's over...i kinda miss it. i don't miss the back to back midterms, the never empty parking lot and the long walks and bike accidents, but i do miss the atmosphere. i miss the serenity at 10am when the majority are in classes. walking through the field made me feel very scholarly. walking through the halls made me feel like i have substance. haha is this dork status right now? but just going to davis made me feel as if it meant something great. i'm in no Ivy league, but sometimes, during those random thoughts filled day, i felt worthy. haaay maybe it's just the post graduation feeling....

nonetheless...i am happy beyond anything and i am thankful for each and every one who shared this special day with me.

lastly, this one is for you mom. MYMP baby!

ohhh yeah...my phone got stolen again...goodness i have a curse...forreal grrr...this is the second phone i've lost this year and it's only june. haaaay now i need to save up for a new one cz im totally in love with blackberrys or maybe grad gift? ahem hahaha

*i think i've lost a phone more than ten times in the course of 6 years...eeek stop it!*

im stuck at work again and i'm missing the game! orlando better win. they have homecourt advantage for goodness sake (oooh sake bombs hahah). cmon turkulu and howard--you guys make such a great partnership hahah.

so im finally done with final!s woohoo so long spring quarter..now one more class in the summer and im going to be an official bachelor's degree holder yay. i thought i was taking the last finals of my life but my stupid adviser didn't check my units, now im four units short (one frickin class!) oh wells just suck it up for 3 weeks (i mean what choice do i have right).

on good things, i'm finally graduating on Sunday! after so long...so many setbacks but here i am. this one is for you mom. i know you have been waiting so long and here it is. MYMP baby!

after almost a year and a half..you still don't trust me.

what the f is up with that?

the priest said that this is the most important week of the year. Whatever you do this week will define the rest of the year...

after all the arguments and misunderstandings, me and jj have finally (or at least are close to) resolved our issues. it's still not all perfect and dandy (it'll never be), but  I'm happy that things are starting to get brighter for us. We indeed went through a bumby road for the past months, but I have a feeling that everything will begin to smooth out...

we had dinner in a nice restaurant, and there were definitely sparks...

my baby's back! and we're stronger than ever...oh holy week... sana nga tuloy tuloy na ito.

i can't wait to graduate...(this is my new broken record line)

i can't wait to go back home (after six long years)

i can't wait till i get my dream high paying job

i can't wait to be debt free

i can't wait to move to l.a

i can't wait to have my independent girl pad

i can't wait to get  l.v, gucci, chanel, prada purses

i can't wait to own my first pair of jimmy choos

i can't wait to find true love... (new or rekindle the flame-->doesn't matter)

goal: to wake up one day and feel COMPLETELY content

i'm tired...i just don't know if i can still go back.

whatever i do and say will always be wrong to you anyway...so what's the point?

maybe we do need time apart to grow up...let's stop wasting time and energy and let this love go...

so this lj thing has been freakin annoying because I can't seem to choose the layout I want...i mean the choices are limited. I kinda wish it were like myspace where i can choose my own background and text color. I generally enjoy pimpin out my page...but when everything is set....its now getting frustrating.

i don't why I care so much....i mean i prolly only have 3 readers bwahahahah. this whole online community as an extension to oneself is really getting me.

but aside from my frustrations with lj, work is starting to become annoying. I'll post an entry for that once I get home cz there's several inner screams innapropriate to display in my current location (front counter)  hahaha.


*take me to a land of free purses and a closet full of jimmy choos*